question every move I make

I don't know what I feel anymore , 

or maybe it's that I don't know 

HOW to feel anymore . I question 

every move I make , every breath 

I take , and every flutter of an 

eyelash . I've developed a twitch 

from always being on guard . 

I'm alert at night , and numb 

during the day , but I'm always 

ready . Maybe , I can intercept 

tragedy from striking again